Monday, November 24, 2008

..::CooL?::..

Sometimes it feels very sick deep down inside when surrounded by people dat think their life is so-very-more cool than us without wisely think deeply the meaning of cool itself..being the one who pursue and running life as different person compare to them, which comfortably end their education level at secondary school..makes me uncool (according to them)..*sighh..
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other things why they claimed me uncool, is because i don't have social life as them..or in simple word..clubbing..so what?do i have to clubbing to be cool?do i have to clubbing to have friends?i never say a word if they want to make clubbing one of their way of life..so, why do they care if i don't?..*sighh..
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the other thing dat makes me uncool, because i don't have good looks like them..dis gelap-hodoh kind of face plus a bit off of dressed up knowledge parallel to current fashion..they claimed, so uncool..*sighh..
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despite i'm spending most of my life in front of books, doesn't mean i'm not cool..in fact, i think, being educated is more important than just being cool..you'll never get a job , i mean a proper job just by your coolness..maybe all of them doesn't foresee future on what they could be or what job dat requires only coolness?..
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despite i'm not clubbing, doesn't mean i don't have friends..i might have friends more than yours..and i'm proudly announce here dat most of my friends is true friends..from my view, your friends which is you claim as cool as you, most of them, bring harm more than good to you..it's true not all of them is bad, but, what kind of friend you'll expect to find from the clubbing place like dat?good one?can be count by fingers i guess..
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lastly, despite i'm not fair and pretty (and also cool) like you, doesn't mean i'm not cool..because i know, having a good heart is much important in living a life in this world than just being cool tak bertempat..and the most good reason for me not to feel like such a loser for not being such a cool person is because i know God doesn't evaluate people on this earth by our level of cool..
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~~lu pikirlah sendiri..

..::bEEiNG +Ve::..

it's been almost 11 months i've been staying n working at kuantan..insyaallah i'll be moving to jb as soon as i get new job there..in fact, i'm actively hunting for a job there now..wif God willing, june 2009 i'll be somebody's wife..and settle down at johor..as planned before..

but i know..it's juz a plan..no matter what we plan..it won't work wif willing of God..if our plan doesn't go juz like we hope it to be..doesn't mean dat we fail to work our plan..it's juz dat God's plan for us is much better..AMIN.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

..::iF i wErE a BoY::..

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Cause they’d stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

Thursday, November 13, 2008

..::kursus kawen & kursus CPM::..

8hb & 9hb Nov 2008
At last..berjaya gak aku mengursuskan diri ke kursus kawen di dewan pejabat agama islam daerah kuantan..together gether wif en lebah yg trun kuantan dr jb smata2 utk g kursus nih..
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Cost per person RM80..untuk negeri lain aku x sure sama ke x..tp itu la rate kursus kawen untuk negeri Pahang..byk benda aku blaja spanjang 2 hari tu..mostly penceramah bes2..x ngntuk..tp ada gak yang garang smacam mcm nk mkn org..dn ada gak yg boring..wt aku rasa cm nk memancing jek..huhu..btw..alhamdulillah dh lepas satu step..byk lg step2 nk kena amik pasni..chaiyok2!
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10hb & 11hb Nov 2008
Senin dn slase baru ni company aku anta g kursus cpm plak..atau nama skema dia Project Management Skills (MS Project - Level 1) kt Pahang Skills Development Centre..or nama pendek PSDC..dr kul 9 am till 5 pm..seb baik dh penah blaja time degree dulu so xde la blur sgt..blaja pun secara santai jek..x tension langsung..dh la asyik mkn jek..rasa mcm baru jek bukak pc..x pns lagi dh ajak mkn..pastu sambung blaja x smpai 2 jm..mkn lgi..hoho..bahagia sungguh rasa..

Rasa serba salah plak..aku dlm proses nk brenti tp company anta kursus plak..kalo bos tau msti dia nyesal anta aku..hehe..ampun boss.. :p


pc aku msa kursus cpm tu..


PSDC..tmpat kursus cpm..

akhirnya..aku dh lpas kursus kawen..hehe


kos per person..RM80/=


~minggu yg beezee thp cipan.. hoho