Thursday, May 22, 2008

..::Hectic Feeling Of Mine::..

sungguh penat badan dn perasaan ku hari ini.. trip ke site office ADTEC Jerantut yg mengambil masa lebih kurang 2 jam dr ofis cukup memenatkan kepala otak aku..dn juga perasaan aku..bila mana aku terpaksa mendengar clerk of work konsultan iaitu en yusof membebel atau meluahkan perasaannya ttg ketidakpuasan hatinya terhadap management utk projek ADTEC itu..ku sungguh pening..apalah dayaku sbgai seorang QS biase saja yg bersuara kecil saje di dlm company ku itu..entahla..smbil aku setelkan drawing dgn dibantu oleh budak praktikal..iaitu mira..smpai naik banjir dh lantai opis dek kerana kepanasan di tahap melampau..mcm sauna pulak..erm..kul 6.30 pm baru leh gerak balik..kul 8.30 pm baru smpai opis..then gerak balik umah..penatt..

kenapa aku penat?bukan hanya badan..tp lebih kepada perasaan..mcm libang libu..ntah..aku pun x tau syndrome ape yg telah melanda aku.ku cuba buat x tau..tp tu la..susah sbb sebenarnye aku tau..ape aku ckp ni..ntah la..brape byk ntah ni..huhu..hati aku x sedap..mcm ade benda yg x kena..jgn tanye sbb aku pun x tau ape yg x kena..smoge perasaan x best ni wat sementara waktu jek..sbb aku x suke perasaan ni..mmg x best..huhuhu

en bee saya (gambar hiasan)

..::Menghitung Hari::..

Lagi 10 hari, hari itu akan tiba.makin dekat makin x tau apa aku rasa.berdebar?hepi?kumbang badak?sume ada bergaul menjadik satu perasaan yg ntahape2.sgt2 berharap dugaan yg bkl mendatang mmpu ditangani dgn baik..diterima dgn hati terbuka..oleh kami berdua.duduk berjauhan, sorang pntai timur sorang selatan, bisa saja dilanda masalah yg x diundang..setahun bukan la masa yg singkat..mcm2 boleh berlaku..smoge hati kami ditetapkan utk tidak berpaling pada yg lain.amin.

Monday, May 12, 2008

..::i'LL B33::..


"I'll Bee"


The strands in you eyes that color them wonderful

Stop me and steal my breath

And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky

Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love

I'll be captivated

I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above


I'll be your crying shoulder

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life


And rain falls angry on the tin roof

As we lie awake in my bed

You're my survival

you're my living proof

My love is alive -- not dead


Tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love

I'll be captivated

I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above


And I've dropped out

I've burned up

I've fought my way back from the dead

I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said


I'll be your crying shoulder

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your

I'll be your crying shoulder

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

The greatest fan of your life

greatest fan of your life

Sunday, May 11, 2008

..::Daria Dirisik : 060408 ::..


hehe..quite a long time taken for me to update dis blog huh..since my streamyx at home corrupted due to virus itu la ini la..so..berkubur la ini blog for a while..hehe..well..my post for dis time is about what had happened on april 6th 2008..:) one of my best moment in my life..hehe..for the very fisrt time..my future in law came all the way from kuala selangor to my house here in kuantan for the unforgettable-simple-but sweet function..what we called in malay..merisik..rombongan dr belah mr bee ada 4 org..mak, ayah, mr bee & adik pom mr bee..ijah nama dia..diorang smpai dlm kul 1 thari camtu..hehe..very nervous waiting for them to arrive..mundar mandir utk kurangkn prasaan kumbang badak dlm perut hamba..hehe..alhamdulillah..segalanya berjalan lancar..dari sessi ice breaking sesama parents..since ni 1st time diorang bertentang mata..sessi menyarung cincin..sessi makan2 di dapur...dn seterusnya..my new-future-to be family berangkat pulang ke selangor..

from left : ayah mr. bee, mr. bee, mak mr. bee & adik pom mr. bee..ijah

barang-barang hantaran..cincin merisik(dlm love box), kain 2 psg n buah2an :)

sessi menyarung cincin oleh bakal mak :)



salam bakal mak..amik berkat+restu..hehe :p