Saturday, October 27, 2007

..::tattoo::..

Oh, oh, oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything
I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have youI'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have youI'll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

Saturday, October 20, 2007

..::Saturday I'm In Love::..

what a boring saturday..becoz i have to work..huhu..but..there's one thing dat make me smile..:) :)...meleret2..nk tau nape? person dat i miss sooo much tegur me at YM tadi..hehe..even tanye soalan basic2 je pun dh consider enough for me..(mabuk kepayang dh aku ni..:p)..tolonggg..xpela..at least it proved dat he still remember me rite..herm..how i wish things will turn back like it used to be..anyone..ade mesin BACK TO THE PAST?..pinjamm..huhu..:(

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

..::once a friend?::..

^^how i wish i could tell him how much i miss him..:( ^^

how are u there dear?
hope u r doing fine there without me..
it's so hard to throw u away when deep inside my heart really hope that u'll come back to me..donno y it is so hard for me to accept the fact dat u r not mine anymore..i hope u'll find ur true soulmate someday..and please pray for mine too..AMIN

..::Saddest Syawal::..

assalamualaikum..today is the 5th day of Syawal..and here i am, in the office..so malas to do my work yg bertimbun2..herm..everybody in dis office still in the mood for raya i guess..:p dis is my first post for my brand new blog..hehe..never thought to have my own blog but lately, so many problems in my life..kusut!! donno where to curah..i guess dis is the best way kot..no need to burden other people to spend their time to hear me bla bla bla..rite?...actually my head very2 kusut rite now..not just becoz lack of money..but also becoz..erm..my never ending problem..my family..ya..my only family..abah, ma, adik , baby and me..small family but BIG problem..huh..1st day of raya, me wif my youngest sis, baby..very berkobar2 to celebrate raya together..we had bought the same colour of baju kurung..purple..my all time favourite colour..:)..while i was ironing our clothes..i heard my parents quarrelling in the kitchen..huh...not again..i hate dat sound..really hate it..the sound of hate,arguing,scolding,screaming..:(..dis is the 4th year of raya they are fighting in the holy morning of 1st Syawal..so STUPID..why cant they settle it in an adult way instead of screaming, throwing things, maki2 ? dont they have brain?huhu..it takes only 10 minutes for me to pack all my things, also sempat amik baju2 baby skit, throw all of them in my car, then cabut to maklang's house..after mandi2, go to kubur atuk n nenek..i make a move to JB..leave my hometown in the 1st day of Syawal..i'm sorry baby for leaving u wif maklang and lie to u..someday u'll understand dear why your sis did this..to akak, forgive me for not listening to you..i can't stay longer there..believe me..it's not becoz i hate u guys..it's becoz..aahh..u know y kan kak?u are the only one who understand me..:( to my parents, especially abah..i didn't mean to hurt u abah..seriously..this has nothing to do wif u..i know u disappointed wif me..thousand apologizes...trust me, i love u abah..to my brother, forgive me for not being a good sis to u n baby..im just a human..pliz take care of abah n ma there..to my mum, im so sorry for not being a good daughter to u..really hope u appreciate whatever u have now before it's too late..hope u'll change someday..AMIN